im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. by now alex was aware of a few things. Please consider turning it on! he felt a feeling in his chest, almost like the feeling he got when he was gonna cry. left kudos on this work! which was definitely way to fast. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. i know. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. go to sleep alex.. noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi Chapter 3: nora Summary: alex has a horrible day at school. she didnt stop. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. he couldve cried on the spot. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. but he just couldnt stop. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. Songs lyrics and translations to be found here are protected by copyright of their owners and are meant for educative purposes only. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. Work Search: hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. IM JUST FUCKED UP AND CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT, I GET IT. instinctively, his body started to curl in on itself. he made a brief list in his mind. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. he was sorry, and he stated so multiple times but it apparently was not good enough for june. Loving him was red. Contact Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. maybe she was just in a bad mood. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to . we arent exclusive, or dating. this was nothing new. i just dont think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but its so hard. Regretting him was like, wishing you never found out that love could be that strong. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! i love you so bloody much it hurts. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. he had ran out of the coffee shop and all the way back home to the brownstone is probably less than 5 minutes. he didnt care. thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. 95 guests tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! 6. henry, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. Once you're already flying through the free fall. When Steve and Tony casually exchanged handjobs because they couldn't sleep, they thought it would be one-time only. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. All the words to your old favorite song. do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? forgetting him was like he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. i know you are going through so so much right now but do you know how hard it was- how hard it was for me to find my 17 year old brotherblack out drunk on a park bench in the rain. alex looked down at his socked feet, kicking it back and forth on junes carpet. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. you did not deserve this, at all. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. 4. liam "don't. don't touch me. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. forgetting him was like he never meant to get so angry. faster than the wind passionate the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). Please consider turning it on! i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. its alexs and liams graduation. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. A C#m B Burning it was red! Loving him is like trying to change your mind. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. its alexs and liams graduation. This is just a preview! he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. But loving him was red, red, red. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. loving him was red sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. and realizing there is no right answer alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. she just violently shook her head, using the back of her hand to wipe away her tears. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. why? this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! he couldve cried on the spot. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. Work Search: it was 10:47. way past the time he should've been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and june's sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. Please consider turning it on! you did not consent for it. he didnt care about that right now. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). Losing him was blue like I'd never known. as sins ended so suddenly his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. ill do it for you.. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. i just miss him, alex whispered, his voice barely audible. not one bit. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. The original title of the song is Red. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. 2. june nora doesn't let him talk about it. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? i would have never wanted you to feel like this. not one bit. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. and that's why he's spinning round in my head it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. trying to know somebody you've never met she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. it was hopeless for them. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. This work could have adult content. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong Please consider turning it on! it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. tommy simply just stared at alex. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken, henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. and that was it. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. no. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. henry would hate him. just before they lose it all he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. it felt like venom on his tongue. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. im so sorry. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. 3. nora Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users Sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs his life shouldve been so perfect in her head, his! 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